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now this one was typed while my eyes tried to shut.
Thursday, March 31, 2005
can't post yesterday coz blogger has this "error" message, haiz. aniwae, i'm getting lazier and lazier. okok, maybe not lazy but i kept postponing the time to do my homework again and again till it got to 12am. so at 12 am, was preparing to do the homework, then i my mind, what da heck, in skool can copy. aiyoh! even if i managed to do my homework, in between, i always do something else. for example playing the guitar, or, RIGHT NOW. yes, i actually have my chem. 10yr series on another table rite now, not even halfway done. and currently also, my eyes are trying to shut. was thinking of getting a cup of coffee, but lazi ah.
so aniwae, skool was as usual. akmal and hidzir quarrelled bcoz akmal claimed hidzir has not yet paid him ONE DOLLAR. juzz bcoz of one dollar, haizz. then biggie boobies gave us a lecture coz less than half the class handed in her homework. well, lit was the best lesson. the bearded one actually knows my name. he even called me by my name, instead of giving me a nick like he does to others. ok, wanna know what witty nicks he came out with. ok, there was sargeant scandal, sitting infront of me. then keldai/kerbau/mulot bau selenger was sitting beside me. this clever innocent classmate of mine was called lady killer. so, lit was the best lesson for todae. then yesterday, mr chan a.k.a. nosedigger gave us this worksheet to complete. its on rice cultivation. mr chan is such a wonderful teacher. not only that he printed worksheets for us to revise(this shows that he care abt us), he even printed the answer sheet behind. now u see how wonderful a teacher he is. ok, a little info for y'all to know abt nosedigger. as his nick says, he digs his nose during class, INFRONT of everyone. then he was also a funny guy. when he coughs, instead of putting the mic further from his mouth, he brought it closer. so the whole class can hear his cough from the speaker.
juzz now, i was surfing MINDEF's web. well, i was tinking of joining this joint-poly SAF diploma scheme. its actualy a scheme where the gov pays for me my poly education plus tuition fees but in exchange i'll have to make this "bond" wif the army as an engineering specialist. so, after the 3 yrs poly, got a diploma, i'll be in ns. bmt some time, then they'll teach all the engineering2 stuff. so after the 2yrs plus ns, i'll haf to stay another 10 yrs i tink. this time its in the army, not ns. dats the catch for the free poly education. the salary is quite gud. so, yar. my mind is on the JPSDS rite now. so in my mind i was thinking, am i able to put 10 yrs of my life into the army. oh well. feels scary coz what if i cannot tahan the first yr eredy. hmm. maybe, i shud juzz let whats gonna happen happen ah. oh well.
(this is gonna be quite a long post)
for u'r info guys, my despo-ration to get an electric is no more. firstly bcoz i used some of the money to buy stuff. tees, shoes and both GOM tix. now, i'm left wif zit from the electric savings. oh well. another reason is bcoz something made some sense in my mind. ok, if i want to play an electric, i must know all the techniques/ways of playing the guitar? you know, memorise most of the scales, the cords, know what is chord progression, make my finger move faster, stuffs like dat. so, my point is, i must be good wif my acoustic b4 going on to electric. EVEN THOUGH THOSE DAMN ELECTRICS HAS BEEN MAKING MY HEAD GO KRAZI. arghh! fenders, squiers, ibanez, samick, pacifica, and especialy guitars dat are signature models, like daron's. oh man. soo, wif my hard earned engineering specialist salary, i can only hope i'd still be interested in playing guitar. not as in join a band or sumthing, but juzz play for fun. then i can fullfill my dream of sound-proofing my room. haha. i can already imagine. one lcd-tv on the wall, home theatre system(when its only in my room), wif the room sound-proofed, its probably a movie theatre in my room. but, its onli my imagination lah. dream3. hmm. may come true.
U, hu has been reading this long post. thnx soo much for doing so. haha, juzz dat i dunno the status of my blog. issit known to many? u guys like my posts?
so aniwae, wif my dreams set, i'm gonna put my guitar aside by next week. less internet and tv. do more revision. its kinda skari wif my combined humans going down the drain. and english, i suck at descriptive compos. malay for now, i'd say its "okok". DnT, hoping to score more in theory. lit, i shall improve on it. maths, i eredy understand but never revise(maths IS fun). chemistry, juzz finished topic on extraction of metals, quite interesting and oso fun. haha, maybe coz of the teacher 8P. physics, understand a bit, so muzz again revise. dats abt all my subs.
ok, to peeps from normal acad and tech. take note dat MOST of the express students are in the stream coz they are ACADEMICALLY good. BUT, when it comes to practical, they SUCK. not all of them lah, but most of them are. these ppl can only memorise txtbks, then vomit them out in exams. i'm not juzz saying this anyhow. one example i can relate is a classmate of mine. ok, he's not an express student but he's the clever nerd all the time. he's taking E and Ad. maths. his marks are all gud. so, in DnT papers, he sort of aced it lah. but, practically, he has NO idea of what to do for the N'level project. his designing skills is bad. his imaginations are limited. when it comes to using the tools, he needs guidence. bottomline is, he suck when putting his knowledge into action. i'm not talking bad abt this guy ok. maybe he can teach in the future or sumthin. so aniwae, dun look up to express students. and express students, hate me coz of what i said above. for all i care, its all facts. and also, for y'all hu know ramesh from the adam khoo motivational talk thingy, he said dat to us oso. so, dun look down on u'rself. if god takes aways something from u, he replaces it somewhere else(haha, if u know what i mean). some of u get it, some of u dun.
so, i hereby end my entry hoping y'all get some hope from reading it.
bubuaiz...
--anep--