(the cousings shouting the 1,2,3 thingy) (this is the cake) (and this is the closeup)
(and the cutting of the cake)




(and this is the gang of cousins. not included is me, abg alek and huda)(ermm, two of them far right is the neighbours. not cuzzies)

(and thats bibik roy. Huda's mom)

(the opening of the presents)

(lucky draw thingy)

(huda cutting the bird egg) (sucking the thumb)(K.O.)

So that was why it was memorable for Huda. From there i headed to City Hall Mrt to meet my sayang. Then we waited for abg alek. More and more people are coming, and syg is getting worried. haizz. Sorry syg. If we had not been waiting for them, we're be over at the esplanade area. sorry. We moved of after we met abg alek. Overall we got re-routed three times if i remembered correctly. yikes. And you know what. Some of those Bangla foreign workers really pissed me off. There was one who was passing my syg really close and sort of stared at her. Then when we're at the station about to board the train back to pasir ris(otw hm), one of them brushed their hand down my syg. MY SYG! fuck sak. kentalan cibai. i quickly moved to her back when she told me abt it. If i had seen that fucking hand, god knows what i'd do to it. (back to the stori) so after being re-routed, abg alek got us to the marina area opposite the casino-to-be. its like one of those empty field suddenly turned into a camping spot. THE SPOT. Then we settled down. So its abg alek, kak nana, syg and me. The girls in between. As for the National Day Parade, i have no idea whats happening. The only thing we'd be able to see is whats happening on top(as in the sky) and the lights at the stage area. Cool stuff though. Way more cooler at night. It was fun uh. The girlfriend beside me at night watching lights. heh. The fireworks is the main even for us uh over at that area. It was AWESOME i tell you. Fantabulistic stuff. Worth all the queues and shoving and as abg alek said, butt grinding. haha. I did some multi-shots photographs. Will try compile it into animation thingy. So, yah. Some photos below. Oh yah, memorable for me becoz MY KUZZ GET TO MEET MY SYG!! =)

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just doesnt feel right

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

are my actions reasonable? making assumptions, being jealous, getting pissed. i just didn't see this coming. seriously, this is just one of the reasons why i didn't get into relationships. i'm just over-sensitive i guess. i can't bare to think about it anymore. i still want to be with her, but with this happening, its like i'm on a weighing scale being weighed. but how can you weigh someone thats already with you with someone who's not. haizz. i'm still hoping she'd pick me AGAIN. haizz. but this is different. we're together now, unlike last time. i'm just not fit for this kind of thing. if things happen, then i'm not sure i'd be able to be with anyone else. haizz. just when i think at this age we'd be mature enough. maybe this kind of things can never be judged by age. you see people divorcing everyday. so, yah. i dun take relationships lightly. its unlike the i like you, you like me so lets be together kind of thing. i just don't like the situation now. haizz.

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i dun get it

Monday, August 06, 2007

maybe this is why i dun get into relationships in the first place. i just cant take it. i'm very much in doubt and will never be at ease until it is said proper. it sucks. happy before, suddenly a turnover. PFFT....

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late post

Sunday, August 05, 2007

i've been quite lazy lately to post in this blog. i'm gonna do a 'make-up' post right now. haha.

last sunday was harry potter movie day. went out with the gf together with our adeks. it all went swell. this unexplained feeling was there lah when we were in the cinema. haris(my bro hus 6 yrs old) is sitting between me and the gf. during the movie me and the gf were holding hands uh. my hand was behind haris all the time. everytime i looked at her and she looked at me, it was like this big gd feeling uh. coz it was dark and i can only see her eyes, her big cat-like eyes with her smile and cheeks puffed up coz shes smiling. its just unexplainable uh. like, so near yet so far. the only thing i can do it to hold her hand. heh. love you sayang.

(thats me, the bro and the gf's smallest sis)

(err, you know you know)

i met the gf again yesterday after her, err, carnival thingy in skool. after that we went to city hall. first we hang near the ndp area there. got to see some ndp snippets. cool stuff. then we head to marina. know what. the gf was still feeling sick, but wanted to go to city hall. once we got to marina square, she wasn't feeling good uh. wanted to sit down, but got no where to sit. then we headed for home. i was a bit pissed uh. first is shes sick, but still want to go out. then being out, she wanted to go home so soon. haizz. aper lah awak. heh. =) then after sending her home, it was time to send myself home. it was the longest train ride home i tell you. just when i thought i've went into the tuner towards lavender, it was only the tunnel towards kembangan. pfft.

just now i went to have my blood donated. haha. blood donation. a bit pain uh. i asked the person, "pain or not?". she said no. haha. i was laughing in my head. oh you, trying to psycho me huh. how can it not be painful. haha. well, its not painful uh. it just hurts a bit when they inject the anaesthesia. it wun hurt at all when they stick the big needle in. cool. know what, i closed my eyes everytime they want to poke something into me or take it off. haha. cool experience uh overall.

(the person bandaged me in a yellow bumblebee bandage. haha. coolness)

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