yours truly,
xoxoxo.


MohammadHanif
Like most blogs, this blog has been misused as an open diary for the public to view. And as usual, this blog will either contain my random thoughts, something happy or fucked up. And thats Liyana. I love her alotlot :D


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ancient times,
gone with the wind.

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Saturday, December 27, 2008
Am currently at east coast park, time ard 4.15. Saw the ex at bedok just now. Dun tink i've yet to get over it. Everytime things from the past come into my mind, there will always be questions? Why its like this, how come she can be like so, this, that, many many questions thats like how can you .... when ..... after .... . Its like so easy. Then, i'll quickly force myself to forget abt whatever and do or think abt something else. (i really need to pee nw) This is when the going out and lepak with the smoking sort of helps. Ok lah, smoking doesn't solve the problem but it keeps it away. Oh well. Slowly i see myself becoming a school dropout. Aniwae, just a thing to share, any relationship breakup dun just affect the couple bt other ppl as well. Something i went through between this relationship as well as my aunt's divorce with her husband. Last time i saw him was when i was ard 7 or 8 yrs old. Haizz. Some things you learn through life. People you meet, people you don't want to meet and people you want to meet but can't...
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deadzz
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Last week of the holidays and i'm totally dead. I have like no more mood to go to school especially with my lack of knowledge in each module's content. Like, i don't know. I wanna stay at home do what i want, go where i want. I have a test to do in the first week of school, a project to complete, an assignment to hand in where i can only do it IN school and two online quizzes to complete. 
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

god help me find a gf quick!!!!! nyehehehe. but seriously.

I think having one will like, really really help me right now.
started school with one and results were acceptable. the next sem without one just seemed to have scattered like bread crumbs into the sea. haizz.
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
I SHALL QUIT SMOKING ONE I HAVE FOUND A GIRLFRIEND
pfffttt... thats what i said to sepol just now. just so suddenly this thing with no gf came back. haiyahh. pathetic siaaaa.

aniwae, i got a friggin E71 lahhhh. wohooo. after two years using a nokia 6288 with its last 4 or 5 months of life not being able to view videos or even take a shot. stupid phone. hopefully this phone will last long.

two people have asked me to take shots for ther make-up portfolio, but i turned them down. i'm still nt up to that level yet uh. i've done only two wedding shots. one is my cuzz's wedding and the other is for my friend's aunt's catering company. the last one i hesitated a bit coz i'm afraid of cocking-up ah. that person depends on you lah, so if you can't deliver then its bad. i'd just give it a go if nothing is at stake uh. i think i shall start from there. do free shots for people, then build up my skills. hmm.

k i'm tired of typing now. another outing again tomorrow.
bye readers.
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Google Picasa and Picasa Web Albums
GO DOWNLOAD GOOGLE's PICASA!!!!!!

firstly, it automatically update its folders any new shots that you have in your computer.
secondly, you can view that photos by album or enlarged.
third, you can do simple editing of the photos like adding effects.
forth, after viewing and editing your shots, upload to PICASA WEB ALBUMS! just select which photo you want to upload and click upload. tadaaaaa. no more selecting photos one by one like other online photo album websites. 
fifth, you can share PARTICULAR albums to CERTAIN people who you want to. like, share album A to friend Z. so only friend Z can view album A, and friend Z can't view other album. cool isn't it! google is rich AND clever.

so ya, GO GET YOURSELF PICASA AND IT's WEB ALBUM NOW!!!!!!!!!





*not by any way was money given to me for this "promotion". bt if you(Google) wants to, please do so. my email is mohdhanif89@hotmail.com do contact. ____ TSENKS!
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kampOng
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
pics from my kampong trip. i have loads, but google dusn allow more that 4 uploads with picasa. so i'm lazy to post a lot a lot up.


two of them my far-away cousins, my bro is the one hiding behind. its his first time mandi hujan. hahahaha.



ni plak singgah a-famosa. kuda dier wacky ehhh...


ni lembu!


left is the cousin, right the brother. sajak kaaaaannn... dua2 bulllat sekali. the cousin is 5 years old. gigi depan 2 tkde. haha. very cute.





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will never be eye to eye
Monday, December 08, 2008
ok lah, as much closed friends as one might have its hard to have friends that sees things exactly eye to eye. some are very open towards everything, can do pretty much anything as long as their mood allows them to. some on the other hand are quite conservative, have some rules to abide to when doing something. its a bit hard to get along and go somewhere together without having a "thing" in between. something like, one wants to ton in town when theres barely nothing there, the other have to go home early. how? ok lah, no one is the same. everyone has their own style. sometimes you diss this one, the other time another. oh well. i'm not blaming anyone. sometimes its just hard to get everyone to get together.

aniwae, i just got back from kampung tanjung rimau dalam, tampin melaka, malaysia. nothing much. i got to meet my atok sedare who has long since been asking about me. got to meet my far far cousin who has grown so much that their current smaller sister looks very very similar to how they looked like the last time i saw them. haha. serious shit. 

den now i'm home alone. haiyaaa. boring. bored bored bored. pfffttttt.....

things to do tomorrow:
1) open the door and wait for the delivery man to arrive.
bought a dumbell and a bottle. seps and his friend bought mass gainer.
i hope he never work out so he gains fat mass instead! nyehehehehe.
2) dry the tops i washed earlier. urm, correction. the washing machine washed it. i just placed it in, poured some washing detergent and press a few buttons. 
tadaaa. washed clothes. 
3) breakfast! ordered kfc just now with the guys. saved mine for tomorrow. thank you miss-who-picked-up-the-phone for my 2 thighs!
btw, kfc tricked us. they said the chicken parts will depend on availability. that time i saw plenty of thighs at a kfc restaurant, ordered both thighs. what i got? a thigh and a drumstick! nabei teng teng. worse of all, the guy who served us has the cheek to tell me that he will TRY HIS BEST. wtf rite. whats there to try when there are plenty of thighs up there??? sheeshhh..
4) mebe i'll head to my grandma's. have my lunch there. hahaha.
5) slot #5 still up for sudden plans. anyonee???
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long way to go
Friday, December 05, 2008
3rd term of 2nd year is over. Instead of it passing by to quickly, I'd say it went by with too much slack. Poly life bla bla bla, have to be independent bla bla bla, don't come for lesson teacher care nuts, you fail module got kicked out of school, you're to be blamed. Sheesh. I'm the kind of person who likes to understand how things work. When i understand certain things, I tend to remember them in my head. I hate it when it comes to memorising theories and formulas without knowing how it works. Aniwae, thats not the purpose of going through the institution. Anyone with good memory can pass the module. When it comes to studying, it will depend on my mood. Mood says don't study, body tends to be lazy, studying went down the drain. But when mood says study, which rarely happens, once in a blue moon, i can finish up all the chapters to be tested. Haiya.

Currently i'm just bragging my head out, this that hoo haa.

Just got back from the gym, after so long of not-going. Surprisingly my body was like used to the running and the weight-lifting, even though it has been some time. And from my own experience, I DO NOT feel any difference while working-out before and after I've started smoking. (I'm not saying it doesn't affect your health. don't be a dum dum)

My pay just got in today. using my skills in mic. excel thanks to my diploma plus module, I have created a list that auto-calculates my total spending and my balance. nyehehehehe. haha. So far I've gotten a new earpiece, listerine and a perfume. Nxt week i'm ordering a dumbell from nutritionpark. Hopefully i'll put it to use, AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK. the pocket, the pocket, the pocket is on fire . . . . . . . . burn m.fucker, burrrrnnnn....

My handphone contract is going to end this eighth december! Wohoooo! I'm planning to upgrade to a nokia e71. All my wanted features are in there except one. touch screen! sheesh. But its ok. WiFi for internet access anywhere, so I can download videos from youtube and watch it in .mp4 format on the e71 straightaway, f.m. radio so at 5pm i can listen to The Married Man!, bluetooth to send and receive songs/video/pics with other peeps, media player to watch videos or blast my music when outdoors, 3.2megapixel camera to catch certain moments good or bad when i don't have my dslr with me, qwerty keypad which is so cool!. i've always used my 6288 as a personal organizer. with a qwerty keypad, i hope it'll be a better organizer. hmm.



I'm heading to m'sia tomorrow. Balek kampong! long long time since i've went back. i think tomorrow i'll drop by the convenience store to purchase insect repellant. those mozzies just LOVE to suck my blood. nabei teng teng. pfffftt...

dats all lah. adios amigos berambos.

the past is the past for goodness sake. get over it anep. i need some amnesia in the part of my brain that stores info abt her.

30 seconds to mars - the kill
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