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yet another change, again
Friday, May 11, 2007
haizz. girlfriend is in skool right now for her interact club camp. got a short conversation with her just now. shes coming home tomoro at 8pm. hopefully i can fetch her uh. then on sunday, she'll be working. just when i thought going out once a week is barely enough, it seems like its gonna be a monthly meeting(hopefully so). it just isnt fair when her classmates get to see her everyday while i only get a phone call that doesn't last that long since she's tired and needs to sleep. morning wake-up call for abt 10 mins, night calls mostly up till 11. since shes gonna start work on weekends now, she can only study at night uh. its like, 2 hits in a row sia. less meeting plus less-er phone calls both at once. however, it is a change for a good cause. so much for country-to-country long-distanced relationship, this long-distanced relationship here is quite challenging as it is. and like i've said many times before to her. how i wish i was older, working at least, so i can pay for her phone bills or sumthing, like my cuzz for his gf(or should i say, fiance and wife-to-be). so she doesn't have to work. then we can go out on weekends or sumthing. why oh why oh why. the only thing i can do now is get used to the change(when i'm barely used to previous changes). more and more changes. what next? maybe i can send her home from werk like last time. but, only if the mother doesn't get noisy. pfft. i feel like shouting out loud just to release this, what you call it, tension or stress, izzit? i mean like, what the heck sia. maybe its just me taking it badly. haizz. whatever lahhhhhhhhh.......