yours truly,
xoxoxo.


MohammadHanif
Like most blogs, this blog has been misused as an open diary for the public to view. And as usual, this blog will either contain my random thoughts, something happy or fucked up. And thats Liyana. I love her alotlot :D
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Tuesday, September 16, 2008
third day into the uncontrollable mind thoughts i've been having. all this for a silly card. i wonder if you're reading this. i don't read yours, so i guess you won't be reading mine. haizz. felt ok a bit last night after chatting to a friend about it. now its back. started the morning with House M.D., thoughts then started coming in. these tv shows never seem to be out of "relationship problems" in them. one about a doctor with a unstable marriage. turns out that the wife is cheating on him. then theres the main character, House, who is somewhat trying to seperate his ex-wife from her current husband. male and female patients having affairs, transferred std to the partners. i guess these things are what brought back those thoughts. day by day, looking at the handphone hoping for an sms. maybe i scared you, disappeared from your life for some time and suddenly wanted to hand you "something". is it? i'm just sad because of how you reacted to me wanting to pass you "something". you don't have to ask him to call me. you really dun want anything to do with me anymore i guess. haizz. seriously, i feel like a psycho typing this out here. i'm just letting things out. i don't want to say this to you directly coz that would seem like i'm stalking you. if you happen to read this, then, ok. if not, ok also. somehow i'd feel better if you're reading this. hmm. make sure you read my email. bb.
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